A New Beginning

I still am unable to take it lying down..going to make the complaint soon..heck, 2 complaints - 1 in the feedback form and the other in the form of email to the boss.

Scenario: I was catching toys at Downtown East EHub Zone-X and there was only 1 toy that caught my eye, the gloomy bear toy so over the past few days i have been catching most of it. On last Saturday, when i went back to catch, the toy promoter came to work around 5 plus approximately, then she walked towards me and scolded me, telling me to stop catching so much of the toys and leave some for the other customers; citing the fact that i already have so many of them.

After i caught the toy, i wanted to talk to her and clarify things but she told me that they do not have additional stock and asked if i am catching to sell..when i told her i was catching for a friend, she told me 'make sure catch for friend and not catch to sell' and walked away.

Reaction: ANGRY TTM..WTH,I AM A CUSTOMER FOR GOODNESS SAKE..even my friend who was beside me said he has never seen a toy promoter scolding people for catching toy before. Furthermore, what right does she have to say that i am not allowed to sell the toys online? If i decide i don't want it anymore aren't I allowed to do it?

And i heard she's one of the head of the toy promoters, if so..she sure has bad business ethics, customer-orientation and a serious attitude problem. I am not spending her money to catch nor am i hurting others, besides there is no other customers catching that toy except me so what right does she have to say that i am not letting other customers catch it? As a head, or a higher role, i believe the person should have some form of proper training in handling customers and treating them with the right amount of respect, but sadly i am afraid she has none. Not even putting on a smile and having no initiative to go and place back the toys to be caught if they are out of position or gone. I rather give my business to other places that appreciates their customers and not cheat them of their money.

i realised i probably have not really been updating this site ever since i started really working and end up catching toys and focusing more on other stuff...

Can not wait for my Taiwan trip but got to save for my expenses - currently 'expenses fund' = 0 bucks
Been using the money to catch toys =x so reminder - to not be too self-indulgent

Going to sleep now if not tomorrow will be another tiresome day for me again..
Just done with some of the packing of my toys, wrapping and deciding which ones i want to sell


and oh yeah, so my mother moved the bags out of my room to the common area just outside my room and guess what?

what's wrong with me..i come home only to realise after my bath that i have ugly spot-like bruises and bumps on my thighs and its like some rash but i dont know what it is...and i discovered the ant trail that is outside my room is actually following up inside my room into the air-conditioner unit through a hole in the wall where the pipe is connect - 1 X BIG DISGUSTING TRAIL..like the army is moving..im seriously disturbed..but how do i get rid of it?its like the shoe 'Renov-aid' and im afraid that the ants are already in the door frame and the wall..*goosebumps*

have not been spending much time on this blog and more on the other as i have been packing my room (somewhat), tired from work so much so that i dont even feel like blogging unless its necessary..

decided to just separate those that i want to keep and those that i want to put on sale so it makes packing that much easier..unfortunately for me..my room is pretty small so i have no space but to put them there..

anyway i had better be heading to bed

so i updated my shop blog already but i wonder if anyone else would buy it..furthermore the stuff i have are either all small or medium ones..perhaps i should start selling the larger toys =s

tired from work everyday but at least i am getting paid now and spending my weekdays fruitfully..anyway i realised that my room is already very small and yet i have this huge mountain pile of stuff that is obstructing my way ( but i love what it is made of  )...




just in case you want to know..

and i manage to do it again..sigh i wish i knew what to do and how to make it right

and i know i need you now

www.youtube.com/watch - because you should

i do not think i am ready yet on the surface i appear to be
but deep down i know i wont be able to take it
because for some reason its just difficult to say
there's 101 reasons but i am not someone who is so willing to list out all
in me i fear to show people that i feel like a failure
perhaps that is a side which i will never like to reveal
i appear untouched and uncaring because i know i do not want to be seen as desperate
that is why i admire you, that you can so readily say that to me

i hope somewhere in me is where i feel i am ready to give in
because on the outside i know that i am unable to
but on the inside i really have the same sentiments
because i have done things that i have not done before
just for you

and i have this feeling that its going downhill
and there is no more tracks ahead
that the train will just derail and crash
and perhaps smash to smithereens
just like things made out of glass

in truth i have not felt like this since
probably since that time, a long time ago
and yet the feeling is coming back to me again
and my eyes are welling up with...
sigh,so i guess its really me

wonder what new things i will learn at work..last day of the 2 more experienced workers at the office and they are leaving..